The great mysteries: what is she doing right now and what is she thinking? Has she thought of you at all? After letters sent to her and time spend thinking of her, she becomes more mysterious than the great pyramids. Thoughts of this mere human become more compelling and intriguing than anything else you can imagine. She has more power over you than the law. The idea of your death pales in comparison to what she is doing right now at this very moment. What would you pay to be able to see her and not be seen? What would you endure? You have enslaved yourself. You have thought about her so much she is more conceptual than actual. You wonder what occurs to her, how her mind works, how she could tell you the things she did and all of a sudden disappear.